I haven't posted anything on dA in over a year, and I feel pretty shitty about that.
Mainly because I don't have any real reason to not be ding stuff, I just can't seem to get any of the ideas out of my head and into the physical world.
The truth is, I'm tired. I'm so damn tired. I don't remember the last time i was really awake. Sure, there have been moments where i wake up a little, but it never seems to last. I just want to wake up. I want to wake up and make these ideas reality. I want to wake up and forget about all of this crap that has happened in the last three years. I just want to wake up and be me.